..love..

`my world...my kids...my pets




O-o william o-O

O-o tinkerbell o-O


`i love these two

..entertaining..

`i had mochiko chicken for lunch today...




O-o doesnt my piece of chicken look like a duck? o-O

..please listen..

`i try to be understanding...but this is ridiculous!

O-o no lettuce, tomatoes n onions please o-O

O-o shredded lettuce! wtf?!? o-O

..way too many..

`i have come to the realization that...

--i go out n drink way too much--
--i have surrounded myself with the best people this world has to offer n i am proud of them--
--i can have just as much fun going out as i can staying at home singin n dancin with tinkie--
--i am finally ready to settle down..well, kinda, i am ready to settle down with him--
--granny n grumpa are the ones who keep my world turning--
--i am done waiting for prince charming to sweep me off my feet, i already found him, yet the situation remains that there will be no sweeping, my feet are unfortunately planted firmly on the ground--
--i live a life of opposites...i love music yet i cant sing nor keep a beat...i live for scenery n nature yet i'd rather stay in the house all day...i give with all my heart yet i tend to take nothing back--
--i am responsible in my own way n when i want to be--
--i have lived a privileged life, with no wants or worries--

..punky brewster..

`lesson learned..dont go to a hotel party without finding out
1. how many bois versus girls there will be
2. what the attire will be
3. how much parking will cost with no validation & what time they close




--i decided to blog this as drunk as i am in the middle of the night because..
i want to get the full effect of what happened..
to document for nicole to see in the morning
--know that i love you little girrrrrl
--so after much debate (i was having my own party @ home)
I decided to head down to Laura's farewell...
i park @ who knows where n walk to the hotel
i get there to see about 20 bois &
Nicole n Laura in cute lil dresses =(
neway...we chill for a lil...its so hot n bois r so obnoxious =p
of course we get in trouble n i leave
i get to the parkin garage n wouldnt you know
they are about to close...greeeat
i ask the old man how much my parking is going to cost...
he calculates n calculates n comes out with $36
wtf?!? i dont have that much cash with me...
he tells me to run across the street, theres an atm
and hurry i gotta go home to you know...
that guy...just wanted to see me run
i get the $ get my car n hes says heh, u so cute just give me $20
--Nicole n Laura...heres to you b*tches..it was a wonderful nite!
love you both tons...see u in the morning =)

..japanese straight perm..

`another yay yay yay blog!

`so after canceling my previous appointment,

i decided to force my a.d.d. self to sit in that chair..

`i figured i could onlee be told, "emergency! u need to see the hair doctor"

so many times before i did something about it

O-o before o-O

O-o after o-O

`again, it wasn't as bad as i expected...onlee took 3 & 1/2 hours

`n i gotta a free haircut with it

`happy, happy, happy...i like...how bout u?

..i pierced my nose..

`i did it! i did it! yay yay yay!

`just a lil poke, a lil slide n a cute lil stud in my nose

O-o chillin on the couch waitin o-O

O-o lining it all up nicely o-O


O-o breathe in, breathe out n stick a needle in my nose o-O

O-o ummm...ow o-O

O-o okaaaay...now what? o-O

O-o my cute lil piercer o-O

`so it hurt a lil but nothing compared to what i thought

`i am addicted...

`im happy with the results what about u?

..im on my way to dnb's maybe i'll see u there..

--good nite n have a nice day--

..bastardino..

`whooo hooo
`ever seen a shirt make someone soo happy?
`hes sucha meanie on the outside, but a sweetie on the inside



~*~bastardino~*~

..Lil boi..

this is for a particular lil boi who infuriates me! i've said all this before but maybe you need to see it to believe it. I know what i want n what i want is not u. please dont tell me what i can & cannot have, really you have no idea. no-one knows my situation better than i do n your outside opinion means nothing to me. you say you are trying to protect me, i say you are trying to annoy me. you say im a flirt, you say im a tease, you make what you want to out of my actions n my personality but i didnt have time to cast my spell on you as you say i do. i have no magic tricks no evil spells, i'd much rather be left alone to play with my friends as i please.
last nite was my girlies last wednesday dnb nite n i couldnt even stay cause you act like such a lil boi! yes, i brought another boi with me, big deal! He is a friend of mine just as you once were. i dont belong to you and i never will so there is no need to get mad at him nor me. please just stop the madness...i dont know how much more of this i can take. i dont need you completely out of my life, this is not an all or nothing situation, i just need you to stop acting like a lil boi and grow up. have some real feelings and support them with real actions. realize that this needs to stop...other wise i'll dig myself a hole n you wont see me for a looooong time...if you need me, i'll be underground, hiding from the world.
there's onlee one person who can make me come out...n sorry...its not u.

..somedays..

`you just gotta make Longs a part of ur day.. =)

O-o photo whores..walkin past them everyday is such a blessing..ha!! o-O

O-o shauna n i...keepin the pharm goin..help me, help u, bananas! o-O

O-o we bring the life, we bring the party, we bring the noise..heh, u love us, admit it o-O

O-o whats up man..my momma away from home...love u! o-O

`work really isn't work more than half the time

`i laugh, sing n dance all day and long as all the rxs get done n i meet my quota no one cares!

`thanks for entertaining me ALL day long peeps... =)

..my lunch date..

`for some reason shorty n i have the same schedule for 2 weeks, which means we get to go on lunch adventures every day!

`yesterday shorty drove so today it was my turn...we got lunch right next door so i took her for a ride around the block

`lookie at how happy it made her...hehe =)

O-o stop light #1 by the hula store o-O

O-o at the stop sign in the alley right by Longs o-O

O-o parking upstairs @ Longs...shhh, it wasn't 4 yet o-O

..heh, always eatin somethin..

O-o take a good lookie @ what i'm really eatin o-O

`i live for the randomness that life provides

`seeing this ladies ear in my mouth about made my day complete =)

..T-bone..

meet T-bone... =p
he's such a cute chub-a-lub

..all because of You..

blog #1

O-o sing for me o-O

NeYo - because of You

want to but i cant help it
i love the way it feels
this got me stuck between my fantasy & what is real
i need it when i want it
i want it when i dont
tell myself i'll stop everyday
knowing that i wont
i got a problem
n i dont know what to do about it
even if i did i dont know if i would quit
but i doubt it
im takin by the thought of it
n i know this much is true
baby You have become my addiction
im so strung out on You
i can barely move
but i like it
n its all because of You
never get enough
You r the sweetest drug
think of it every second
i cant get nothing done
only concern is the next time im gonna get me some
know i should stay away
cause its no good for me
i try n try but my obsession wont let me leave
aint no doubt
so strung out
over You