..Lil boi..

this is for a particular lil boi who infuriates me! i've said all this before but maybe you need to see it to believe it. I know what i want n what i want is not u. please dont tell me what i can & cannot have, really you have no idea. no-one knows my situation better than i do n your outside opinion means nothing to me. you say you are trying to protect me, i say you are trying to annoy me. you say im a flirt, you say im a tease, you make what you want to out of my actions n my personality but i didnt have time to cast my spell on you as you say i do. i have no magic tricks no evil spells, i'd much rather be left alone to play with my friends as i please.
last nite was my girlies last wednesday dnb nite n i couldnt even stay cause you act like such a lil boi! yes, i brought another boi with me, big deal! He is a friend of mine just as you once were. i dont belong to you and i never will so there is no need to get mad at him nor me. please just stop the madness...i dont know how much more of this i can take. i dont need you completely out of my life, this is not an all or nothing situation, i just need you to stop acting like a lil boi and grow up. have some real feelings and support them with real actions. realize that this needs to stop...other wise i'll dig myself a hole n you wont see me for a looooong time...if you need me, i'll be underground, hiding from the world.
there's onlee one person who can make me come out...n sorry...its not u.