..maybe..

i never knew perfection till
i heard u speak
now it kills me just to hear u say the simple things
waking up is hard to do
sleeping is impossible too
everything is reminding me of u
what can i do?
its not right
im not okay
maybe we are better off this way
im not fine
im in pain
its harder everyday
yet maybe we are better off this way
its better that we break
im the fool that let u slip away
id chase u just to hear u say
u're scared n u think im insane
the city looks so nice from here
pity that i cant see it clearly
while u stand there it all disappears
life has these days that knock u down
but its all just a rollercoaster anyway

..~..i sit here with tears in my eyes yet im not sad...just miss every last bit of u..~..